End of Evangelion = WHAT IN GODS NAME DID I JUST WATCH

So I just finished watching Neon Genesis Evangelion, which was confusing at parts, but altogether a fun experience. Afterwards, i wanted to know what happened next, So I watched End of Evangelion, and for gods sake, my mind is full of fuck right now. Like, i don't even have a response to what i just saw. It was just like an acid trip. Still not as crazy as Serial Experiments Lain I guess though.